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Bound Monday, March 29, 2010


B O U N D



CHAPTER ONE:


"Hello Mrs Horvejkul, breakfast’s ready. We also have a surprise for you waiting downstairs."

I glared at Yubin, who was standing by the door, in utter annoyance.

She responded by pointing her index at the shiny, expensive ring, which was sitting very beautifully on my ring finger.

Mother had warned me to never take it off. In her words, I should be "proud" that I now officially belong to a handsome young man, whose excessive wealth and fortune could easily secure the future of my kids and I. Honestly, we might not be as rich as the Thai millionaire's family, but we were well off to start with. I couldn't comprehend how my future wouldn't have been set had I not married Nichkhun.

"I'm excited that you are getting married to Khunnie. I knew one day you'd be together."

Yubin is my sister six years older than me whom I wish at times didn't exist. Unlike poor me, she married the man of her dreams. Yubin was not forced into a stupid marriage. She married her high school sweetheart just last year. If only Khun had an older brother around her age, I probably wouldn’t have to suffer.

"Everyone knows of the cruel agreement made by our parents," I stated the obvious.

"Oh, come on, cheer up. You like him, you just don't know it yet."

I shot another glower at the sneering Yubin. "Are you kidding me? You have no idea how much I wanted to run away from the engagement party."

It was a horrible experience. The realisation of getting engaged to Khun was finally getting into me, and I freaked out. I am going to marry him; the significance of the bold statement finally hit me.

At my words, her taunting smirk immediately fell off. I finally was able to shut her up and kicked some conscience into her brain.

"Sis, it's gonna be okay," she said seriously, with concern and guilt written on her usually mean face. “Love will find its way.”

I would have laughed at the disturbing corny sentence coming out of her. I would have videotaped her saying those words and used it for therapeutic purposes whenever I would get angry and upset in the future. After all, laughing at Yubin would make my day. However nothing about the engagement was a laughing matter.

"No, it's not," I insisted out of pure frustration.

"Remember, you used to have a crush on him."

I made a ‘are-you-kidding-me?’ look. “That was ages ago, and I must have planted my brain on the knees.”


“Oh, what was taking you girls long?” the familiar voice of our mother’s spoke as soon as Yubin and I stepped into the dining room.

I was ready to greet my parents when I noticed a familiar figure joining and enjoying the meal, sitting opposite my baby brother, Yungjae (who was just as annoying as Yubin) and right next to my mom – in short, my seat. I could identify him straight away from his dark auburn-dyed hair and fair complexion. No, in truth, I just knew of his presence even without looking – there was just something about him that always gave me that unpleasant aura. There was no mistake that it was none other than my dreaded fiancé.

"What are you doing here?"

At my seat, with my family.

If I knew my mother would send me a menacing scowl which could send shivers down my spine upon the rude question I had asked Khun, I would have thought twice, shut up and feigned a stupid smile.

"Honey, don't be rude.”

"I'm here to have breakfast with my fiancee's family and send her to school," Khun replied, with a huge fake smile plastered on his face.

"Oh Khunnie is so sweet," of course, came my mother's admiring response. "Khunnie is trying his best, don’t you see that?”

“Sorry,” I said in response. “It’s just that, he’s sitting on my spot... That’s why I got a little sensitive.”

Kinda, but no, not really. It’s his very presence that is making me lose my appetite.

“Oh sorry, Sunye,” Khun said to me, immediately standing up.

Switching to gentleman mode, he ushered me to the seat ever-so-gently and even placed the napkin on my lap.


“Yah, whatever happened to you old sarcastic self? Stop being so nice to me, I know you don’t mean it,” I said frankly, the moment I went inside his beauty of a Lamborghini, which was sitting prettily at the porch of my house.

His erratic behaviour over breakfast made it seem like he was abducted by the aliens and then transformed into one of them. It was out of this world.

He rolled his eyes and much to my relief, became normal again.

“My mother gave me a long, torture of a lecture when she saw pictures of me kissing some random girls at the club last night. Now I have to make up for it.”

I laughed at his confession. “Okay, that makes sense.”

“Do my parents know?” I asked again.

“Yes, did you not see how charming I was acting towards your mother just now? And funny thing is, your mother quickly defended me. Good thing the pictures were from last year and she noticed it.”



"What time do you finish school?" He asked as we arrived at the grounds of Seoul High School.

I sighed in disbelief. "Don't tell me you're picking me up."

"Mother's orders."

"It's okay, you can just lie. I'll get Youngbae to send me home, or something."

He had a lob-sided smirk on.

"That gay you have a crush on?"

"For one last time, he is a friend... Wait, why do I even bother explaining? ... And are you serious? You look way more feminine than he does. If he's gay, then what are you? Ultra gay?"

He resorted to rolling his eyes, after having found no witty comebacks to counteract mine.

"It's alright, I'll just pick you up," Khun insisted. "Who knows if the crazy woman has people to spy on us. And I want to continue being in your mother’s good books."

I sighed, again. This time, with the white flag shamefully raised.

"Fine. See you here at 3. If you're late by even a minute, you'll have to buy me ice-cream."

"Unlike you, I'm a very punctual person, thank you very much."

With one last eye roll at him, I hopped off his car and started walking to my class. It wasn't a pleasant journey. People were staring and whispering at me, not caring even a single bit that I was very aware of them gossiping about me.

Everyone must have found out about my engagement to The It socialite, Nichkhun. These people had no lives. Why couldn't they mind about their own businesses and not butt into others' personal lives?

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7:43 PM

Bound Thursday, March 25, 2010



B O U N D

"... It's not about how much love you have in the beginning
but how much love you build till the end."

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Prologue



I was bound to Nichkhun Horvejkul.

Ever since I was little, my mother never fails to tell me how much she wanted to see the union between him and I, and that she wishes time to pass by faster. It is just her ultimate dream to see us tie the knot and make beautiful princes and princesses of mixed ethnicity.

So, growing up, I always knew there was no chance for me to date other guys - or at least, take the relationship seriously. I genuinely didn’t mind. I obviously didn’t realise how significant the whole arranged marriage was. I have known Khun since I was little, and despite not being on the greatest terms with the arrogant kid for most of the time, I thought it couldn’t be bad. I mean, how could it be? It is not some stranger I was going to call my husband. Okay, I didn’t quite get along with Khun and his annoying self, but come on, everyone wanted to have a piece of the poster boy. He’s good-looking, wealthy, popular and athletic. Even I had to resist the temptation of ogling at him at certain occasions.

But then, I started to develop crushes. I began to fall for other guys, particularly this one boy who makes my heart flutter so much. It sucks because in the end, it is none other than Khun whom I am exchanging vows with – the college boy who thinks he is way too cool to date a supposedly lame high school student like me.

Now that I’m hitting the final years of my teenage years, our mothers are getting busy trying to get our dreaded engagement on track. I am set to be engaged to Nichkhun in three days’ time. Our wedding date has also been set: only two months away (right after I graduate high school!). God, help me.



“I have an idea. Let’s compromise.”

Upon his words, I looked at my childhood frenemy questioningly. Having known him for sixteen long years, I had a gut feeling that it was another bad one coming out of his genius head. His so-called brilliant ideas had thrown us into trouble more times than not, mind you.

But then again, he looked like he was going to suffocate and die in so much pain when our parents informed us that we were going to be engaged very soon, so I had that little belief that he would put out a brilliant idea when he gets very desperate.

“What? You’re going to run away from home?” I half-joked.

He made a face. “No.”

Of course, rich boy couldn’t even spend a day without daddy’s money.

“Then?”

“Sunye, you don’t look like you’re complaining. You must secretly love the idea of marrying me,” he teased, with an annoying smirk carved on his gorgeous face.

I almost choked on my apple juice when that conceited statement made its way into my ears.

“I’d rather get reborn as a stray cat.”

He laughed at my comeback. I couldn’t help but to join in.

“Marrying you doesn’t seem so dready after all. Come to think of it, you’re funny as hell. I’d love to have that sense of humour around... It’s fun seeing you make fun of yourself.”

I rolled my eyes at him. “Let me rephrase that, shall I? This only doesn’t seem like a bad prospect because you’re gonna inherit a shitload of fortune if you do marry me. Come on, we both know that. Personally, you know you prefer all those sophisticated, mature women whom you love having one-night-stands with. Mr Horvejkul, I know you too well.”

Khun smiled knowingly. “You’re clever, what a plus point.”

“I know I am. Anyway, what’s the compromise?”

“Divorce after a year.”

Oh, how I wish it was that simple.

“And what does that do to us? This marriage serves to ensure that the company’s future is set.”

I refused to think that I would give birth to Khun’s son, the future successor of the corporate. I felt nauseous just having that thought.

I learnt a new thing about him. I didn’t know he could read minds.

“Yeah, we’re gonna get you pregnant and have a healthy boy, and then we divorce."

He must be on drugs.

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4:19 PM

Hot and Cold [01] Tuesday, December 29, 2009

CHAPTER ONE.

Kim Jaejoong. Taken.
Choi Seunghyun. Taken.
Ok Taekyeon. Single... and me likey.

Those three guys are popular in school because they're hot, they're in the school's football team, they're hot, they're rich, they're hot, they're cool, they're hot. Did I mention that they're hot? Our school has this website called JeongHa High Sizzling Gossips, in other words, a spin-off of Gossip Girl (you can laugh all you want, but it’s apparently one of the most visited sites in the area. I bet our thin-faced teachers had something to do with that), which basically reports every hot gossips going around the lives of the popular kids - mainly focused on the trio.

From what I learned, they have been best friends since their diaper days. Jaejoong is the party boy who loves to waste money. I honestly never get the appeal about him at all, way too feminine-looking for my taste. Seunghyun is such a mystery. He's reportedly the joker in their circle, but the only expression I've seen from him in school is that cold, badass "i'm-so-cool" face, which irritates me so much. But then again, I don't see him that much. Taekyeon, this guy is the epitome of perfection. I've always had my eyes on him the first time I saw him - back in the first year of high school. It made me like him more when he got enrolled to my class this year. He is such a sweetheart. Taekyeon is honestly one of the kindest and nicest boys I've met.



"Ok Taekyeon and Min Sunye."

My heart skipped a beat when I heard what my Geography teacher had to say. Did she seriously just say what I think she did?

"Well, hello there, partner," Taekyeon greeted me, with that oh-so-charming smile of his.

I was honestly still in shock. We were assigned as partners for the assignment - oh my god. It all then came to me when I noticed that almost all the girls staring at me, disbelief with the luck I had.

"He-ey." Even after months of talking to him, I could not get over the random stuttering. He was just too much for me to handle.

"So, what do we do?" he asked, oblivious to the pitch-level nervousness overwhelming my entire system.

I reached for the book and nonchalantly (or, at least, tried to sound nonchalant) said, "Hmm, let's see..."

".. Maybe we should do it at your house? Or mine?" he asked after a while.

I swear my heart just lipped out of my chest when his sexy voice mouthed that very suggestion.


--

I couldn't stop smiling the whole day. I felt like a silly little girl, but I could not help it. I was very happy. The last time I felt this way was when Shiyeon became a bit plump when she somewhat plunged into a slight depression, when her then boyfriend, Jay left her for someone else. She must have gained a good 6 kilograms... but of course, she shed those numbers in no time. Unfair.

I was thinking too much about how our, I'd like to refer as, study date would be, that I was not paying attention to anything else. As a result, I happened to bump into none other than Choi Seunghyun, just outside the locker area.

"OMO. I'm so sorry!" I said, as I reached down to help him pick his files.

Our eyes met and for a second, I thought he was going to kill me with the sudden silence. His eyes were intense and they were piercing into mine like a sharp razor blade, and I could sense the eerie feeling down my spine.

Scared, I immediately walked away from the creepy Seunghyun who was still boring holes into my back. Geez, what was wrong with him? It was as if I had used a bulldozer and flattened his beloved Lamborghini Gallardo. Rumour has it that he’s obsessed about the car that he would get it cleaned six times a day. I also heard that he has a nick name for it: Boogy. I know, it boggles my mind too. How gay could he get?

“Min Sunye.”

I stopped in my tracks when I heard a hot husky voice called out my name. Were my ears playing tricks with me, or did Choi Seunghyun just call my name out? The last time I checked, he never talked to me, let alone, knew my name. OMO! Does Taekyeon talk to him about me? ... Forgive me for my utter optimism; I was still on a Taekyeon-high.

Slowly and gracefully, I turned my head around to face Seunghyun, who was looking straight at me.

“Me?”

He made a face as if I was asking the most obvious question possible. After a good second or two, he eventually made his way towards me and caught up. There I was thinking about the worst possible outcome, I could so imagine him strangling my neck because I bumped into him and caused his things to drop on the concrete floor, because he just looked that scary. But guess what happened?

“Do you want to grab an ice-cream together?”

Just imagine my expression: flabbergasted beyond belief.

--

I must have looked like an idiot.

It had been hours since I arrived back home, but I still couldn’t digest the fact that I ran away when Seunghyun said something as simple as grabbing an ice-cream. Oh my god. I must have looked like a freak – a freaky fat girl. I had no idea why Seunghyun would say something like that, or how he had known my name, but those were of the least of my worries. I just ran away from him, for god’s sake. He must be thinking I was weird.

“Do you want to grab and ice-cream together?”

Instead of asking him why, how or any of those rational things, I actually ran away from him. Like, for real, running away like he was some monster.

“Dinner is served,” I heard a voice from outside my door.

“Ok--”

I was interrupted by a loud thud, coming from the next room – Shiyeon’s room, to be precise. The girl had a princess syndrome, and I doubt if she would ever change. But just because she was the special one and that she thought she could do anything she wanted because my parents loved her, it did not mean she had to rudely shut her door like it was made from steel or something.

However, since I was such an angel, I decided to check what was wrong with her.

“Unni, what’s wrong?”

Right there lying helplessly on the bed was Min Shiyeon bawling her eyes out. She was always a bright, chirpy girl, and to see her like that was a shocker.

Worried, I came closer and joined her on the pastel pink bed. My sister was crazy for everything pink. One more reason why people liked her more than me: She was a proper young woman who, well, you know, did all the girly (boring) things. Me? Not so much.

“What does she have that I don’t?” she muttered in between her cries.

Oh no. This had to be her boyfriend. Don’t tell me--

“The scumbag cheated on me.”

Honestly, I was never good in consoling. I was horrible. So instead of saying all the witty things that would comfort a heartbroken girl, like how it is in movies, I just hugged her in silence. I had never had a boyfriend, and I hadn’t been hurt before, so despite aware of the fact that she was hurt, I could not really feel what she was going through.

Shiyeon caught Jungmin, her boyfriend of eight months, making out with their mutual friend at their other mutual friend’s house. She was supposed to be there to discuss with their group of friends her special plans for Jungmin’s upcoming birthday. How could her friends be stupid to let that happen, I had no idea. I felt really bad for Shinyeon. Not only had she been cheated by the bastard, she had also lost a whole lot of trust in her so-called friends.

... And we thought he was nothing like Jay.

-----

The next morning was a Saturday, and unlike most Saturdays where I would hibernate my lazy ass off, I was in the car with Shiyeon as early as 8 in the morning. We were heading to he-who-must-not-be-named-in-front-of-Shiyeon’s house, to end everything. According to her, at least she would have a good reason to wear shades since it was daylight. Girl had to cry. If there was one thing I really admired about her, it was her firm take on love and relationships. Shiyeon was no fool who would bring back losers. It may appear too soon, but she wasted no time in packing all his things last night. We didn’t have any sleep at all, placing the many gifts and presents into a humongous box. My sister loved receiving presents, so there were a whole lot of them... But I knew she would crumble again eventually. Therefore, I hope, for the love of god, please let the process be better than the appalling horror during the post-break-up with Jay.

We had been in front of Jungmin’s house for over 10 minutes now, and Shiyeon was sighing non-stop the whole time. It was driving me crazy.

“Unni, have you texted him we’re here?” I said, breaking the silence.

“Oh, yeahhh.” She sounded nervous, and her voice was starting to crack again.

“If it’s too hard on you, I’ll help you give them back.”

She took some time to answer that, contemplating whether to accept my offer or not, but eventually she mouthed, almost inaudibly, a ‘no’.

It was not long until Shiyeon finally hoped off from her Lexus, holding the huge pink box. I sighed helplessly as I watched her approaching the door, where a guy in red was standing. I couldn’t see him clearly because my view was blocked, but it was easy to tell it was Park Jungmin.

Shiyeon cried, losing her grip on the box, thus making it fall on the tiled floor. Her black sunglasses proved useless, because the tears wouldn’t stop flowing. At one point, she cried to the point where she had to kneel down. It was too much for her to handle. It infuriated me how Jungmin just stood there, not moving an inch. He just fcuking stood there.

I immediately got out and rushed to the scene. Before I could even think, I gave the man standing before us a hard kick on his balls. Then again, he deserved it anyway. How could Shiyeon tolerate the bastard and not punch him, or slap him, or do anything that would scathe him? If I were her, I would have brought a knife with me and chopped Jungmin into pieces and fed them off to the stray dogs.

“AAAH!!”

Wait. That didn’t sound like the soft voice Jungmin possessed. It sounded hoarse and husky.

I turned around to confirm my doubts, and to my horror, it was not Park Jungmin. He looked a tad too tanned to be the pale coward. The man I was looking at was also a bit taller than my sister’s loser ex-boyfriend. Worse, it was the boy I ran away from hysterically when he offered to have some ice-cream with me. Choi Seunghyun, who else.

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Insecure.

If there's one word to perfectly describe my whole 19 years of living in this sad world, it would have to be insecurity. I grew up in a very good-looking family, with a wealthy background and a booming family business. My parents are highly respected in the corporate world. My sister is on course to be the perfect heiress - she would top the rankings wherever she studies... ever since she started learning. Dad is handsome, mom is pretty, my sister is gorgeous, heck even our bulldog is good-looking. Sadly, I am not. I do not possess my parents' good genes. I am ugly and fat. Okay, truth be told, I am not that bad. I would pass Kim Samsoon in terms of look. But having to see a family picture where you look like an obese elephant next to the toothpick that is Min Shiyeon, my insanely perfect sister, you're just driven to think that way. It's such a sad life.


Just imagine this scene:

It is my parents' anniversary party, and a crowd of high-profile guests are invited to the ballroom. Perfect Shiyeon is the center of attention as she always is (Yawn.), and men are swooning over to her. She has this innocent expression on her face (which is fake) and guys by that time are already going crazy for her.

After all the commotion, she finally approaches me. I'd like to think that she feels bad that I am standing all alone for the past hour, like a statue, but knowing Shiyeon, that would be a joke. She is probably going to tell me about how the men are annoying her with all those lame pick-up lines, when my own naked eyes tell me she loves the attention.

And then, one of our parents' friends comes by and greets us. Oh yeah, imagine her to have such a hard face because of the excessive Botox injections, like how most of my mothers' friends are: superficial.

"Shiyeon ah, omoooo, you're getting prettier every time I see you!" she says excitedly, hugging my sister.

"Oh Sunye ah... you look... great," is what she says about me, with such an unpleasant look on her face.


I do not hate or detest my sister in any way at all. People overrating her may get me sick to the core most of the time, but we are like partners-in-crime. Despite the fact that she leads me to an ocean of insecurities, she is my dearest older sister, after all.

But, when this boy I've liked since forever, starts liking my sister, I wish she didn't exist, or at least, I wish god made her look like shit. Immature, but I
really, really, really like him, okay?

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